I wrote to you a few weeks ago with a problem that I thought only you could help me with, but you never responded. It's perfectly fine though. I understand that everyone writes to you and there are only so many hours in the day, and you aren't able to answer all of as. All it did was make me realize that I am truely alone in my problems and only I can save me from myself. I guess it's better that way, only I'm the only one who knows me anyways. I still feel emotionally numb. I still can't bring myself to paint. Maybe I'll go back to writing. Hell, who knows, I could be the next Stephen King only better, except for the fact that I'm a lady. I wouldn't want to be Stephen King in that way. So thank you for not answering me before. |